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Why do such thing happened? I was ready to stand up, but this made me fall to the ground again. It hurts! I want to stand up again, but i doubt i could. Life had never felt so horrible before. Will everyone experience this once in their life? Why do i have to experience it now?! This isnt the right moment to experience this pain!
Do you really meant what you said? Are you at the right mind to make that decision? Is this the right decision? I couldn't get over it! I deeply in love with you and yet this thing happened when I know I was ready for this relationship. I was finally prepared and ready for this and now you have to tell me that we should stop... What is this? I could sense that you don't mean it. But why? Why now? Why must you tell me a few days before my birthday? I hate this alot! Seriously! My eyes are dry, there arent any tears left. I have been crying since last week when something happened to you. And now i have to cry even longer? Seeing you so happy in class, i thought i could stop crying, but now you have to tell me this to make me cry even more? What is this seriously?! Do you really meant what you said? We only didnt talk for a week plus coz so many things just seem to happen and now we are like worlds apart. I really dont want this to happen! I want you back!! I am still in love with you and definitely couldn't get over it!
Please tell me that you dont meant what you said.....